| Insomnia |
[Feb. 7th, 2010|11:37 am] |
How much deception can you take?
How many lives will you create?
How much longer till you break?
Your minds about to fall |
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[Jan. 7th, 2010|06:14 pm] |
Some people might find it a blessing to always have drugs and alcohol on them, thats because they dont know how it feels.
Im sorry you guys, my true friends dont read this, Im to scared to say it in their face. Im a drug addict, I do whatever i can to get drugs, when im alone that is. Its funny how my friends are my conscience. When im alone which is often, i become a beast, I keep secrets from you guys, I hate it and I love it at the same time. I want to be a criminal, I love it, I walk down the streets laughing and smiling by myself because GOD IT FEELS SOOOOOO GOOOOD to be able to do the things i do.
Im drug addict but most of all im an adrenaline junkie. |
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[Oct. 12th, 2009|07:46 pm] |
knowing im getting straight A's my final year in high school is the shizniet, three cheers for my GPA!!!
Living with my aunt and going to school is awesome, im constantly on the move, the only thing i need IZ A FUCKIN JOB!!!!! FFFFFFFFFUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUUKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!!!!!!!!!!
lmao yay me XD |
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[Sep. 27th, 2009|08:19 pm] |
I live down the block from drum circle now.
its been pretty calm being away from the streets and the drugs, i cant wait to get drunk though lol |
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[Sep. 2nd, 2009|07:32 pm] |
Im so unhappy yet so happy at the same time.
It feels so awesome at times, so exited, then i have to fight back tears of sadness.
I CANNOT WAIT TO JOIN THE ARMY!!!!!
im getting the fuck outta this bitch for a couple years.
My school is the shiznoit nigggeeeee, i finished both english 3 and 4 in a total of 4 days XD
now for math and economics....lol
aaaahhhh =D
oh yea i got court tomoro....wat a drag.... |
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| Say uncle |
[Aug. 20th, 2009|11:42 pm] |
I wonder if its gonna be a boy or a girl....
I have court the 3rd, im super fucked.
The hole is just getting deeper and deeper... |
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[Jul. 25th, 2009|08:53 pm] |
Still waking up in random places...I dont think ive learned my lesson yet
Gaaahhhh i wouldnt mind a beer... |
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[Jul. 9th, 2009|07:44 pm] |
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I dont know how much longer i can take this lifestyle. Fuk...FUUUKKKKKKKK!!!!!!! |
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| nice |
[Jun. 14th, 2009|07:53 pm] |
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i get a little hungry but shits str8 lol |
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| Its my liiiifffe, dont you forgeeettt lol |
[Jun. 10th, 2009|10:06 am] |
So one minute im wasted, making out with the hottest girl in my school, the next minute im getting kicked out of my house.
Shit just keeps getting better and better lmao
seriously though lol im homeless...XD |
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[Jun. 9th, 2009|08:09 am] |
My bday was str8 lmao
school all summer
YEEEEEEAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!! |
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| I havent been on this shit in a while |
[May. 29th, 2009|01:15 pm] |
My school therapist thinks i should go to rehab for a year, i think so too, but not now, idk, i mean i get 5 dollars a week and somehow i end up blacked 2 to 3 times a week, imagine when i have money. I do, i like it lol but i know its bad cause everyone else says its bad, so its bad right?
I just wanna be fuked up, sometimes i smell liqour out of nowhere, sometimes i taste it, sometimes i get headaches thinking about alcohol, i always get headaches if i drink 6 or less.
maybe if i get a job ill just not drink and do other drugs, cause come on beer is so cheap, a 4-pack of beer with 8.1% alcohol for 3 bucks, that was my dream lmfao
fuk watever ima go i wanna go, i enjoy being in rehab, i just dont wanna go for a year |
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[Apr. 30th, 2009|05:29 pm] |
Someone told me to get a life the other day, But what good is a life if all it does is bring you stress?
School is going so awesome, I took a three week break but now im back in the game, Ill be done in no time.
I need a job lol
Mothers about to have a baby
I hope colors are different when i die, I hope nothing is the same when i die, different shapes, different feelings, Itll be gay if its all mountains and clouds, Different noises would be tight, OOOOOHHHHHH SNAP! Imagine how awesome music must be when you die lol |
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[Mar. 20th, 2009|04:52 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Shut up and let me go | ] |
Damn....I feel good as fuck |
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| Mother |
[Mar. 18th, 2009|04:19 pm] |
I changed my mind about the ol girl, she left us with no money food or cell phone. i was so thirsty yesterday, im str8 off milk. She beasted bad.
Im going to be the greatest psychologist EVER! |
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| Nicaragua |
[Mar. 17th, 2009|04:20 pm] |
Mothers going to nicaragua today, shes 7 months prego.
I dont blame her though, i cant imagine how she feels.
She was stuck at home in north carolina too but with no money, no job, no friends. She had it worse than me and my sister. Now were here in miami living off everyone else, shes pregnant and her car doesnt work, so theres not much she can do.
Damn life sucks right now no?
Happy St. Patricks Day |
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[Mar. 16th, 2009|04:36 pm] |
The Fcats made the past week feel like forever.
Last friday i got piss drunk, emphasis on piss...lol
The day after that i was still drunk half the day, we went to the beach, it was so much fun. After that we went to the pool, then i got some smirnoff. that day was really chill i liked it. The day after that i did mushrooms for the first time, the trip itself was awesome but i wanted to go to a club, standing in front of edgars listening to people beast was not exactly what i call a good time. What i didnt like about the shrooms was that i felt weird looking at people after it was gone, its not cause i saw scary stuff its just...i thought to much, i couldnt concentrate on what people were saying, i tried but i jus couldnt. Next time ima take more and ima go to the park =)
ULTRAFEST!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EDIT:
Fuck Algebra and Fuck Salem |
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| What a depressing ass weekend |
[Mar. 9th, 2009|04:28 pm] |
| [ | music |
| | Butterflies and Hurricanes | ] |
What celebrity do i look like?
Isnt it obvious?
Daddy Yankee baby
You look like jack nicholson lol
"Dont move a muscle, This parties invitation only"
I feel so empty inside |
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[Mar. 5th, 2009|05:12 pm] |
I didnt talk in my sleep last night, mother was pleasently surprised.
I feel really good today, class is calm and chill.
Last night in my dream i was talking english.
Oh Fuck Me lol |
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| WOAH!!! |
[Mar. 2nd, 2009|07:54 pm] |
This week went by quick.
Cockblockers these days lol
Sir Cakes was drunk hes forgivin, She didnt trip about it, but that was soo gay wat he did like wtf? dude? are you gay? lmao
Czar im not sure if he cockblocked, chances are he did and is doing so as we speak, She doesnt even want to talk to me for some reason...I dont think i told her about that night...i dont remember and i told her ex about it and dam if she found out, ok it all makes sense nevermind lmfao!!!
Lets see wat else
Ima get a car next week if everything goes well, and my ultra ticket, and my stuff lol
School is cold i dont want to do work, ima just wait till the fcat not doing nothing and then get in the ged program and finish and college and blah blah
OMGOMGOMOGMGOMG
im reading this book its so fukin awesome, i love it, Frueds Requiem, Its about him and two other people, their really smart and they share their views on love and life and beauty and its like a soap opera cause everyone falls for lou. When i pick the book i dont want to put it down but all those little kids man fuk they bother alot, i feel bad cause i used to play with them but fuk theyre really annoying.
Theres a couple B-days on saturday, Ima disappoint a couple people, Why cant everything just go my way....lol
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